As I walk through the entrance fifteen minutes early, the principal, which I will not attempt to spell her last name, meets me at the front door. "Oh good, (all in a very strong Creole accent) we have been needing you. We have three students behind in reading!" Inside my head, thoughts were something as follows: "WHAT am I getting myself into? School has been in session and I already have three students needing my assistance?" Well, this is why they have me, so I smile and say, PERFECT!, acting as excited as I could fake as I walked straight back to my boys. Max, Jude, and Oliver sat waiting for me at the back table as they all were writing the story of their summers. I decided to let them write a bit, introduce myself, then ask to read their stuff just to examine what I was going to be working with. The following is an excerpt from one of the (and remember this key fact) EIGHTH grade boys.
"This sommer I in my bois hit the jim every day and we hade a lot of fune and plaiyed some bascetballe and then played XBOX360 and then i goe to the poole and tot my dad how to swem."
As I sat looking at this poor child's writing, I got excited as I saw how much opportunity I had to help this person out. Each of the three boys were equally as bad at writing and reading. They all had trouble reading books at the first grade level, in which the hardest word was truck, pronounced TROOKEE by one of the boys. So, I went to work teaching them to recognize words. I went into the school without a thought of teaching a person to absolutely teaching them a skill that would help them get through life. I took three boys from Little Haiti from this to the point that they were getting up, pointing and being excited as they corrected paragraphs that I purposely wrote wrong. I have never had such an inner feeling as I did at this point, as I noticed a person in the office peering into the room watching these boys have fun while doing something they have refused to do for eight! straight! years!! It was awesome!!!
This did not come as easy as I made it sound, but I often was getting frustrated as they would try to give up, throw in letters that were not even remotely close to anything in the word, and just say any word that came into their head, making absolutely no sense. As I saw these THREE boys give up, not try and just do only the amount required to get by, it made me think about how God feels when he sees us just edging by. Doing just the amount that we need to do to get by with our spiritual lives. How frustrated he must get when he sees SO MANY different people not even TRYING to make it right in their lives. I got so upset so quickly with three young men! Think about NATIONS going wrong. Tens of thousands of people, but then when God sees it "clicking" in just one or one small group, how awesome he must feel to know that this one person is saved or the right track with Him. This is how these boys made me feel. They were lead astray with their education as they didn't care. However, I related to these boys and showed them the attention that they had never received. I made learning fun for them as we talked about football and how much I am going to run them in the coming weeks. We had an instant bond, and I am excited (something I never thought I'd say) to go back to "school" on Wednesday and see these three. These three boys that offered to take their work home and make it better. To take their work home and correct it and ask questions to their parents, to be the best that they possibly could be. WOW! I think they are really spoiling me on the first day of school.
However, then came lunch time. The time I gladly volunteered to be in charge of. That is, before I knew that the lunch room was outside, and I would be "serving" the children like I do the guests in Olive Garden. As I take the plates to each individual student in the entire school, one by one, I feel my shirt sticking to my back as it eventually just becomes a saturated sponge which happens to be wrapped around my body. My light blue shirt is now navy and my very white skin "as the students say" is now shimmering in the sunlight that is beating down from above. I am soaked and have half a day to tutor still. I am miserable just remembering this. And then I think, o wait, this is going to be everyday until I leave. It does not get cold down here. The sun doesn't disappear for six months like I am used to at school. My great start to a day quickly declines.
The children are great and seem to like me a lot as I try to get into their mindset and try to get to know them. I was the only new teacher that the students lined up to feel my hair, as they had never had the chance to run their hand through a white person's hair. Two of the girls just kept rubbing it and rubbing it and feeling the straight hair go through their fingers. "That is crazy!," they would say. These same kids all come up to me after school with a giant, pearly smile and say they will see me tomorrow as they high five me. Kids don't do this to teachers they hate. They don't fist pound a teacher they don't respect. This is a great feeling! I now look forward to waking up in the morning.
On the way home from school, I picked up my two new room mates from the airport since it is right on the way home for me. And the fact I have plenty of room to carry them, and most likely the rest of the passengers on their plane in my creeper van. We get home and unite as our family for the next year, or four months in my case. It really is great to have an evening of "getting to know you" and an evening to set up the house we are going to be sharing in the coming months. Many people from the local DOOR community stopped by tonight for pizza, as they wanted to meet everyone new in the program and welcome us to city. I knew most everyone since I have been here for a week before the year actually started, which was great because I finally was not the one in the crowd talking to myself to keep entertained, yet, I could communicate with people that I felt I "know" from church.
It was a great day and I look forward to continuing with my work day to day and helping these three young men on their journey to the adult world. They truly have the spark in them to be great people, it is just getting people to learn how to connect into "their" world and get them to respect you as a teacher before they will let you in on their life. With this, I continue to thank God for my ability to still be a kid, relating to any age group or IQ level!